Mounting Fears

I often wonder why change is so scary ?! As the time of the 2nd biggest change of my life approaches, fear grips my heart. Almost as much if not more, the excitement of holding my own flesh n blood in my arms.

We tend to get so mellow in our comfort zones n routines that any threat to the same is seen as a potential disaster waiting to happen.

I for one dread the loss of the balance that my hubby n I have developed over the years. Even though Im well aware that the balance had taken on the shape of monotony, I wonder how erratic the new sounds n routines will be.

I know this fear is baseless n a lil selfish too. I know I WANT this change with my whole being, yet each day that brings me closer to the new person in me feels a lil sad for the person I’ll be leaving behind..

About Aditi Wardhan Singh

I'm a mom living in Virginia, enjoying chronicling my various escapes with the kids and around the kitchen. I believe being a mom involves a balance of holding on and letting go. And since being a mom is a 24/7 job, cooking though essential, needs to be as easy as can be. So peruse my blog for various experiences in parenting and experiments in cooking.
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6 thoughts on “Mounting Fears

  1. we fear the unknown but we will never find out what life has in store for us until we take a risk 🙂

    Good luck 🙂

  2. Change is inevitable n our anticipation makes its fearful 4 us…Stop anticipating…take watever comes in life..although difficult but one shud try to adopt it to lead a happy life….
    Gud to c u again…:)

  3. Unfamiliar terrains fills us with apprehensions. Its not easy to lose our comfort zones. But if we were to all holed up in our comfort zones then we may never be able to discover new things.
    All the best !

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